Believe It Or Not

I have two dogs at home. One is a fucking terrier mix and the other one is an English Cocker Spaniel. Both are male and they have a history of illness. The former has been hospitalised before as he eats just anything. I mean anything from durians, durians' seeds, dead rat and grass (just like a fucking cow!!!). Because of his openness to anything that he thought was food, he vommits whenever his system can't digest some of the things that he ate especially grass as his stomach doesn't have the enzyme to digest it. There was once when he just kept vommiting that I had to sent him to the hospital and end up spending close to RM600 to cure that fucker!!!

Then, there is the Cocker Spaniel. Sigh..............This little guy is only 2 years old but have an incurable illness, first detected when he was one. It's called epilepsy or seizure. The seizure first occurred last year and it was for every hour. So the poor fella will seizure every fucking hour!!!! The doctor told me that there are two ways to control it. One is to give him a drug called barbiturate. Another is to let him 'sleep'. Wtf. I can't let my dog die. So I gave him barbiturate and it managed to control the seizure. Eventhough barbiturate can control the seizure but it can't heal it, so the seizure will occurs once in a while. For my dog's case, it was once in maybe three months. But last Monday, the poor fella had seizure again. It was quite serious. Once in every two fucking hour. The poor fella can't even walk properly because he was too tired due to the seizure. I have to increase the dosage of barbiturate for him. I'm really worried and it's really heart wrecking to see him this way.

My parents, being a devoted Buddhist and a strong believer in God went to a medium the other day to sought God's help. I really don't know what the fuck are they trying to do. So they went to a medium ( a lady) and after some prayers the medium invited the god into her body and conversed with human beings (my parents). And God in the medium's body told my parents that our ancestors like our dog very much and wanted the poor fella to be a vegetarian. Mahai!!! A fucking dog to be a vegetarian???? And by doing this it will heal my fucking dog???

I have studied science for so many fucking years and I have a strong background in science. I know what is epilepsy and I also know the only way to control it was phenol barbiturate. And it has a side effect to the liver. So besides giving the poor fella barbiturate, we have to also give him some supplements so that his liver will not overworked. This is what I believed. Anyway, I really hope that he will be okay.

The aftermath of epilepsy